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23rd September 2014

10:22am: Hi!
Once again it's been a while since I have left anything om here. I sear I have to set aside time to do this daily. I think it would help to get it all out every once and a while. I am in college once again trying to study to be an Admininstrative Assistant this time around, but I am not quite sure if this is what I want to do for a career.  I think I would like to do something like Medical Coding and Billing. I would maybe even want to try something in a more creative field.  I am so glad I have my own place now.  I would like to eventually move back to Buffalo.  As nice as Willmar is I just would like to be closer to my family.  I have lots of time in my life to be far away. That is all for now I hope to write more later.

19th February 2014

4:48pm: My thoughts
It has been a while since I have posted an entry here.  I would almost think there was dust on this journal if it were a book and not computerized.  My life has gotten better, its hard for me to believe but it has. I am now in College AGAIN, and I have my own place, AGAIN!!!!  This time I am going to do things right.  I hope to have a good job so I can keep my nice place and then eventually move on to the career I want.  I LOVE my classmates they are so fun even though I am older than them i can still relate to them.  I think this time around my College experience is MUCH better.  I have joined a club too, I am in the Multicultural Club and I LOVE it.  Its what I LOOK forward to during the week.  I am hoping to start typing on here on a daily basis but that will d epend on my schedule.  That's all for now, till next time.
Current Mood: content

22nd April 2012

3:02pm: Still No Change
Its 2012 and I still have no job.  I don't have a place to live either I am stuck living with my aunt Jody and my dad and I am starting to wonder if I am ever going to live on my own again or at least have a better roommate.  My friend Shanna is annoying me a lot lately. She is the 4th to last person I want to ever live with.  I realized I have no friends that can help me and it is soooooooooooooooo sad. I swear it is so pathetic it makes me want to scream.  I know there is still time for things to get better before 2013 starts but it is still frustrating that nothing has changed for the better yet.  I am hoping things get better soon because I really need some positive energy now.
Current Mood: bored

5th January 2012

6:38pm: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
Have a fun filled day!
Current Mood: artistic

2nd January 2012

7:38pm: Writer's Block: Thank You Month
I say thank you all the time when it is appropriate to. I am always polite in that manner. I like to think that all people are that way but unfortunately that's not the case.
Current Mood: busy

31st December 2011

2:42pm: Writer's Block: Don’t look back in anger
Do you have any regrets from this year?
Yes I do.  I regret not having achieved anything great. I was hoping to make something of my life in 2011.  I guess I have to try in 2012.  New year for me so I hope new things will happen for me. The one thing I really regret is not getting a job, so I hope that works out for me in 2012.
Current Mood: apathetic

29th December 2011

3:08pm: Writer's Block: Bare necessities
I can't live without air, water, and my movies. If I could pick two more items i would have said internet and TV. I bet some other people put weird answers.
Current Mood: blank

21st December 2011

9:10pm: Writer's Block: Bah Humbug Day!
Take a deep breath. Now rant about something.
I hate the fact that I do not have my own place and that I am always depending on everyone for financial aide. I am 31 and i have nothing to show for mt pathetic existence and believe me I have been trying to get a job but it has been slow going with no results.  I feel like everyone around me treats me like I am a child who knows nothing.  It is so depressing. One day I hope they will realize that i am very smart and mature. I just want a little respect and to acknowledged the way I feel I should be. Life can be such a hassle and it's like you have no control half the time. It's so frustrating.
Current Mood: aggravated

17th December 2011

12:11am: Writer's Block: B.Y.O.B. Holidays
If you could solve one problem in the world, what would it be? One random answer will win a $50 Amazon gift card. [Details here]

11th September 2011

4:45pm: Writer's Block: 9/11
Where were you?
I was sleeping and when I woke up i heard about it from my family. How messed up is THAT!!!!! I was sleeping when that tragedy struck. I swear I sleep through everything. I do feel sympathy for those who lost a loved one and how they still feel the pain and sorrow though it has lessened over time but it is still there and always will be even though it dose lessen more and more with time.  I am hoping we will have no more attacks but should there be more we are in fact ready this time around. Can't believe its been 10 years since that happened where does the time go.
Current Mood: content

29th March 2011

5:58pm: Writer's Block: Stories of old
Who is your favorite mythical creature/character, and why?

I would have to say I have more than 1 favorite. I llove Unicorns, Fairies, Mermaids, Goddesses, and Pegasus. They represent all that is good.
Current Mood: content

12th May 2010

9:13pm: Writer's Block: Sheldon and Penny 4ever!
If you were 12 and could see yourself now, do you think you'd be happy or disappointed, and why?

I love fanfiction and I feel like I can't get enough of my favorites.  I like fanfiction because you can take what you already know about a movie, tv show, book ext. and make your own story line of it and I just love how some are written.
Current Mood: blank

25th February 2010

8:47pm: Writer's Block: Fuzzy friend
If you could have any fictional creature from a book, film, or TV show as your pet, which one would you choose, and why?

If i could have a pet I would like a Unicorn like in the movie Legend.  I love Unicorns, too bad they are not really real.
Current Mood: crappy

7th January 2010

6:10pm: Writer's Block: Sunrise, Sunset
Could you spend the rest of your life with someone who had horrific taste in music? How important is it to you to share your love of music with a good friend or romantic partner?

I think about what I am going to do for the day and if it will be better than the day before. The last thing I think about before I go to sleep is if the next day will be even better.  Both responses have some similarity to them.
Current Mood: blank

5th January 2010

6:09pm: Writer's Block: What do you want to do before you die?
What do you want to do before you die?

I would like to have been married and have at least travelled to 3 different places.
Current Mood: complacent

26th December 2009

10:55pm: Writer's Block: BFFs
Who is your best friend and why she or he is so important to you?

Shanna E. Daughrty is my best friend.  She is the most important person in my life because I can trust her and rely on her to be there for me when I need someone to talk to. She can also keep my secrets safe should I tell her any.
Current Mood: crappy
10:45pm: Writer's Block: Entertainment Center
How has technology changed the way you watch movies and listen to music?

I watch movies on a DVD player now instead of a VCR.  I listen to downloaded music that I will someday get onto a ipod when I get one, so that is how technology  has changed for me.
Current Mood: crappy

24th December 2009

5:14pm: Writer's Block: Friends for a Day
If you could hang out with any movie character for a day, whom would you choose as your sidekick?

I would love to hangout with Alice from the movie Twilight.  Her character is so cool and I thinkwe could hit it off and become best friends.  We would go to the Mall and do all the fun stuff irls do. That would be the best day of my life.
Current Mood: cynical

5th December 2009

10:02pm: Writer's Block: The Evolution of My Internet
How has the Internet evolved to meet your needs since you started using it?

There are more web browswers to use as well as all the different e-mails you can have as well as a journal online. I have to say the Internet has come a long way since it started in the 80's.
Current Mood: content

4th October 2009

6:30pm: Writer's Block: Who's your BFF?
Who is your oldest friend (i.e., the friend you have known the longest)? How often do you see or talk to each other? Do your close friends tend to stay the same year after year or change over time?
My best friend that I have known the longest is Shanna Daugherty.   I see her at least once or twice a week at least.  My friends are the same year after year unless I make a new one or two.
Current Mood: content

3rd June 2009

3:12am: Writer's Block: Place of Residence
My dream house would be a 2 story house with 5 bedrooms and 4 bathrooms. One of the 5 bedrooms would be a Master Suite with its own bathroom and a nice walk in closet.  All the bedrooms will have a nice walk in closet but the Master Suite will have the biggest walk in closet.   A huge kitchen with all the newest modern appliances and a center island as well as a breakfast nook.  The architecural  style of the house will be like that of a work of art. The family room will be big with lots of room for furniture and maybe a game room since it will be in the finished basement. There would also be a sitting room for when guests came over as well as a huge deck area for such events as parties and family get togethers. It will be located in a warm state.

Here is a link to what my dream house looks like: http://www.floridadreamsvillas.com/openrealty/listing-watersong-dreams-23.html











Current Mood: silly

16th May 2009

12:22pm: Writer's Block: You Ate What?
What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten? Would you eat it again?
I have never eaten anything weird.  If I can't identify it I will not eat it.  
Current Mood: bored

10th May 2009

4:03am: Writer's Block: All About My Mother
Who is your favorite mother (the character, not the actress) from television or the movies?
My favorite Tv MOM would be Piper Haliwell from Charmed.  I big Mother Day's salute to Piper Haliwell  for being a great mother.  She is the greatest mother anyone could have with all she goes through to keep it together, even with a little help from her sisters.  She raises great children too, if future Chris and Wyatt are anything to go by.  Wish she was my mom even, LOL.
Current Mood: annoyed

9th May 2009

9:36pm: Writer's Block: Home Cooking
When was the last time you cooked for yourself? What did you make?
I cook for myself every day so it's nothing new for me.  I would like a day when I have to cook for lots of people but it just like that day will never come. I LOVE to cook but I would love it more if I had at least 1 or 2 others to cook for and the money to really do it right.  I make homemade pizza, spaghetti, lasagna, fettuccine I can cook just about anything and I love to try new recipes. I am not all that great at baking but I am working on it.  

Current Mood: crappy

8th May 2009

3:47am: Writer's Block: Folktales of the City
What is your favorite urban legend? Have you or anyone you know ever been fooled by one?
My favorite Urban Legend is:  The Poodle in the microwave. I laugh every time I read about that.  As far as I know no one in my family has been fooled by one or believes in one.
Current Mood: blank
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